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1) saya rasa bersalah sangat bila tak update blog tapi follower saya semakin bertambah.

2) saya dah malas nak menjahit sekarang..banyak sangat halangan.

3) bilik bersepah malas nak kemas..baju sebakul tak berlipat..sebakul lagi tak basuh..malaskan saya?

4) saya rasa saya dah banyak berubah.

5) bila saya diuji tanpa henti..saya hanya mampu berdoa Allah takkan pernah menarik rasa sabar dalam diri saya.

6) i laugh..i joke..i smile but i'm dying inside.

7) everytime i try to be strong..i'll fall apart.

8) saya belajar untuk lebih banyak memberi dari menerima.

9) sekarang saya berasa seperti mahu pergi ke satu tempat yang 'baru'.

10) susahnya bila saya perlu meluahkan semuanya tapi saya tak boleh.

11) i miss my bff so much..

12) time bulan puasa kalau sakit gigi memang akan rasa sikit2 nak marah orang.

13) happy birthday to you..hari2 pun saya berdoa semoga kamu menjadi orang yang lebih baik.

14) macam2 cerita saya download sekarang..person unknown..my big c..royal pains

15) "ohhh sang pelangi yang cantik..i'll wait for you.."

i won't

i won't do what you told me

i won't do what you said..no

i'm not gonna stop feeling

i'm not gonna forget it

i don't wanna start over

i don't wanna pretend

that you are not my lover

that you're only my friend...

when you took my heart

you took it all

when you gave it back

it feel apart..

well..maybe you're not right for me

maybe it's just hard to see

i get lost in your beauty

then i just start questioning

cause when you took my heart

you took it all

when you gave it back

it feel apart..

you say it's easier to burn than to build

you say it's easier to hurt than to heal

but i say you lose when you give up what you love

and i've lived my life without you long enough..

p/s: people said life is like a wheel..sometimes you're at top sometimes you're at the bottom..right now i think i am at the very bottom of the wheel..:(